Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Unmotivated

Sorry for not posting more lately. I could plead that I've been doing real-world things, which is true, but that really isn't the problem. I could plead a rotten sinus infection (and regale you with the story of a physician's assistant who couldn't diagnose a decapitation on her best day, more or less a sinus infection on one that wasn't her best day), and that would be true as well. But that's still not the problem.

The real problem is that I really can't seem to work up a good "I give a shit" about much of anything right now. I am about as unmotivated as I can remember being for a long time. Perhaps a side effect of Winter simply refusing to go away and let Spring get on with the project.

I'm going to find something that I can write about every few days, just to remind myself of why I started blogging in the first place. But for right now, I'm being driven through life in general by a sense of duty rather than a sense of joyful living.

I'd rather be in a foul mood than one like this.

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